it should all be black and white

TRUST. It's a hard thing to come by.. especially with me. You can say shit to me over and over again and chances are I still won't believe you. It's a problem. Because I fall to fast for the wrong people and when I need to detach I can't. & I'm setting myself up for trouble.. Lately all most dudes have sucked the life out of me and given me writers block. I want to say that I'm doing so good alone but at times it's bomb to have some one to hold. I've got to stop the stereotype in my mind that says ganja=wack and weed smokers trying to talk to me=waste of my time. It's putting everybody in a box. I don't enjoy peoples company when they're high.. esp. when they're my friends and they're trippin all over the place(notagoodlook).



Confrontation? I absolutely love it. I'd rather talk something out then let it escalate into some nonsense later on. & if i say "call/text" on my away that means you.. yea you should text me. It's not like I'm gonna cus you out over the phone cuhz cuhz..dont be a bitch


+ Buddhas try to play me 24/7 and It's not gonna work. I've been played before and I'm smart enough to know when to let something go up in smoke and rain on their parade later on if they try that shit again. I'm to independent for you to hypnotize me into needing you..lol you tried it.



I just need and adventure..& some daisies. I'm always looking for something new & exciting.